Several years ago, in my early twenties, I was on the internet looking for some interesting webcam girls. I spotted one of them and was far from thinking that she would completely change me…
At that time, I didn’t know her name. Only her pseudo. I was stunned by her beauty with lovely cheekbones and a long and incredible smile that tells long about how much she loves sex. I looked at her for days, even months, and was disappointed every time she logged off or went private. She looked always excited with all sorts of dildos near her and sucked some of them from time to time to convince us to join her.
Then I decided to sign up to the website and have a little chat with her. She confessed me she used to be a porn actress: Pamela Ann. As she told me, I went on the internet to find her scenes and I wish I never found them. My world stood still…
She didn’t quite look the same as today. She had small boobs but her legs and her ass, even though not as firm as they are today, were already amazing.
As I discovered her scenes one by one, my excitement got higher and higher. There are no scenes that I like more than another, regular or hardcore. And God, she liked hardcore ! For my greatest happiness. Most of her scenes involved several men and it looked like she never had to act. She was made for sex!
An incredible 69 minute orgy by a swimming pool with 8 horny girls for four guys, all soaked with champagne. Pamela was one of them, wearing a nice leopard printed top. She did blowjobs, got licked by the other girls and fucked by several of the guys and shared a beautiful facial cumshot in the end. A kind of scene that make you wish you were the fifth guy. Honestly, I would have taken care of her exclusively.
A slutty french maid with high heels and fishnet stockings craving for cocks and fucked by no less than five guys. Deepthroated, anal, DP and double anal… nothing can stop her. Pulled by the hair, thrown on the floor… she literally is at the mercy of the guys who will one after another finish off in her ass.
Another gangbang with four guys on a couch. Pamela is in fishnets and high heels with black tape on her boobies and ends the scene covered with their cum. Intense and probably one of the best she made.
A threesome with two guys disguised like soldiers taking her in DP and in the end one on each side of her face to receive her cum load.
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Then a few months later, my obsession led me to this website. I discovered she did escorting in Amsterdam. Now this amazing woman is known as Dita. Then I blamed myself for having girlfriend… Otherwise I would have taken a train and could have meet her in only 3 hours from home. From then on, I promissed myself I would meet her one day if I go to Amsterdam alone. Now I know and I know that I will meet her one day.
And my obsession took another form in 2013 when she posted new pictures of her after a boob surgery… She has never been so gorgeous, she is close to perfection now.
I bought her beautiful picture set in latex pants and I started following her on Twitter, discovered her Instagram too and even interacted with her. I even called her…
I masturbate on every picture she can post, I imagine myself knocking at her door and spend nights and days with her. Wearing the outfits I want her to wear like latex, liquid leggings, high heels… I would even not mind being her slave too… Making real love to her and switching to real fuck. On her bed, in the shower, on a beach, in public. Cumming in her mouth, covering her face and boobs with my cum. Fucking with her body full of oil. Filming ourselves and taking naughty pictures. With her, my imagination has no limits…
I envy those one who take her to Singapore or sunny islands, who can spend a lot of time with her… what lucky men they are… I could still book a webcam show but I don’t want to spoil everything in case I can meet her.
Today I have realised one thing… I could maybe never meet her because I am in a relationship with someone and because of my situation I cannot afford the woman I always dreamt about…
Life is full of hope. And you Dita is one that keeps me alive…
Love,
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